A journey from childhood to.....

Sometimes I sit n wonder about my childhood days, the days I'll cherish throughout my life(the line may lead to a misconception that am not happy with my present life or I don't enjoy my present life, but its not so am blessed with a very good life..Thanks to GOD!) Those were the days, when I was more of a bird, free to roam n spread my wings; talk as much rubbish as I can n was given a cognomen CUTE for that; could spend whole day playing with my fantasies(which seems to be a waste of time now); Dolls constituted the most important part of life, do this do that without giving a second thought! There was a time from the age of 7-8(as far as I remember) till the early years of my teen age, I used to hate school searching for an excuse every morning so that I'm not there but all of these excuses failed to work in front of mom(after all she z my mom) and then the time changed(in those late years of my teen age), I made excuses now as well but to go school on holidays even. The child inside me still there, those fantasies still there but all these things took a different turn, a bit grown up, a bit different! Instead of CUTE, it was said "You're a grown up now, don't talk rubbish!"...things do change you know!

Teen age-yet another beautiful phase of life! Running behind each other for that byte of chocolate which you know, if you got wud just be enough to let your mouth feel that u have eaten somethin(obviously 7-8 people running after a chocolate, wat can u expect!), playing pranks on your frenz n spending hours discussing those pranks, spending hours in front of mirror n when you leave "Yaar! I'm not looking good!", talking on phone for hours when u have already spent 6hrs in school + 2-3hrs on tuitions, thinking about that "SOMEONE SOMEWHERE MADE FOR YOU" for hours etc etc. School, whenever one utters that word, it seems a flood of memories drop on. It seems that it was just now when we left our beautiful n memorable alma mater, hard to accept the truth that its been 3 long years since then....Time just flies away...
Supposingly, I am an adult now as I have crossed my teen age(thats the only reason for it, I guess). One expects more of responsibility n sensibility out of you, you have to be mature and that cute part here is replaced by you only, as you think "yaar! it sounds kiddish n we shouldn't say that". I don't think am that responsible, that much sensible n mature enough to enter this very phase of life but accepting the truth again..I'm an adult!!! I have just entered in this phase of live n ambivalent of how it would be..
Lets see what life has in store for me....